My aunt passed away suddenly today at 1pm due heart failure.

My aunt passed away suddenly today at 1pm due heart failure. I guess I haven’t started to believe it yet, I deny it and haven’t cried yet though been close several times. You could not believe how much I loved her. I pray for her children, especially the two youngest ones who have not left home yet. She was so special to me, she was too many, there are many mourning her. Many like you wouldn’t believe. It was so easy to love her. She has had a lot of stress lately and she also has asthma and the stress mixed with the asthma sent her to the emergency for help to breath often for a while now. She was fragile also because of a disease that I am not going to mention here. Her heart failed, leaving so many people to mourn. I hope to God that her children get what they need. Having the Aspberger syndrome, she had fought so much to give them what they need. Six months ago they moved to a new city where the children could get the help that they need in a special school for children with Aspberger. She and a friend was walking to the stores when her heart failed, her friend is a nurse and did CPR but could not bring her back to life. She must have went very quickly. She was only in her early 50’s. God, I cannot believe it. I love her. She was such a good person.

My brother is ill.

I have two brothers but we are not very close. I received a call from the youngest of the two (still older than I) which isn’t very often so naturally I would assume there is something wrong and he told me that this summer he had got a tick and the result of this was Borrelia. He wasn’t himself, he appeared so different. The bacteria has effected his brain and he spoke very quietly. I was not really familiar to the disease so I checked for it on Wikipedia and read that sensitivity to sound is one of the so many symptoms. I can’t believe how many symptoms there are for this disease. He is on the sick lease to January and then he will see if he can go back to work. He told me that he has moved and wants me to come see him. Apparently he is living on a 7 meter (EU) long ship cause he is tired of the normal life in this country docked just 2 suburbs away from the big City. So I will go and see him as soon as possible.